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Friday, September 01, 2006

Have You ever Thought...

Dear Mr. A,

how are you? Do keep yourself well, drink milk, eat nutritious food, and don't forget to exercise. Don't be like me... :P .
Anyway Mr. A, I want to share something with you. Remember my dear friend who used to be so mature and wise that I felt like a 5-year-old kid everytime I talked to her?
OK, we had a nice little chat yesterday. Nothing important, really, as she was waiting for her next class and I was supposed to study for my quiz.
I told her something that bothered my mind at that time, and guess what? She said something about how she had changed and she did that because she felt she was so egoistic, headstrong and stubborn little girl back then.
She implicitly said that if let say people wanted to change their atttitudes, the first thing they would need to do was to realize that they needed to change not because they want to change people's attitudes towards them, but because they knew exactly what they fault was, and really intended to change it.
I do think that I really need to change, dear Mr. A. I'm so spoiled! I can't stand the disgruntled feelings I have without sharing them with you, my parents or my friends. Yes, it may be emotionally healthy, but I tend to whine and not look for the solution of my problems.
God knows how bad my ability in dealing with stress. I simply can't stand that.
What do you think? Do I really need to be more open-up?

Best,
Adilla

flew into your heart at [6:50 PM]

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