Saturday, September 30, 2006
Dear Mr. A,
had a nice little chat with my little Sis, and finally I asked this question, the very question that's been floating away in my mind, since I read "How to be popular", a book by my fave author, Meg Cabot.
Is it important to be popular?
Well, don't answer me first, Mr. A. I'd like you to take your own sweet time before you give me your answer.
You've been pretty popular back then, I suppose? Well, then the idea of having to have lunch alone during the lunch break is not real to you? That's a picture of being unpopular in American high schools. You are a geek, neerd,weirdo in one way or the other, and voila! You will realize that you have nobody to accompany you during your "sweet" high school years.
Disgusting.
Classes do exist! But now I'm quite glad that after you grow up, people will see you as who you are, what you have done, and not what you have. At least they are trying to.
Sometimes the insignificant of life brings us to many questions with no asnwers. And really, the best way to asnwer them is to let your heart ponder and wonder.
What do you think, Mr. A?
Best,
Adilla
flew into your heart at [4:11 PM]
Assalamualaikum... flew into your heart at [3:16 PM]
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Dear Mr.A, flew into your heart at [8:27 AM]
Sunday, September 03, 2006
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Friday, September 01, 2006
Dear Mr. A, flew into your heart at [6:50 PM]
Dear Mr. A, happy fasting! Yes, the great guest has finally come down and knocked our doors! Please forgive me for all the mistakes that I have done to you, either deliberately or accidentally. Anyway Mr.A, my mood is not really in a good shape yesterday.
But at least I managed to smile, even though deep inside I cried. Why? Don't say you don't know why! Umm...well, haven't told you, have I?
Basically it's the same thing. the discomfort and tiredness, looking for something that I'm quite sure i won't find here, not in this country.
Well, well, at least it's nice to have people around you to share everything. But you know that I need more than just a nod or a small smile. Sincerity is definitely a rarity, won't you agree with me?
Best,
Adilla
Assalamualaikum,
sorry, this post is not dedicated to you...
My little Sis, seems to me that we are tired of this world. Uhmm...well, not the world in general, but maybe the stupidity of human race, our stupidity, and just...a few other things.
It's simply inappropriate,and if only I could turn back time, I would have healed the broken wings and used it forever as my sword.
No, I don't want to whine, just sit back and listen to me. I'm so fed up, so worn out and tired because of time. Sometimes I feel like giving a good slaps to some people's faces, just to satisfy myself, but I know such a thing would simply cause a chaos.
You may laugh at me, Dear Sis, but I can feel that you have given up all your trust to the human race. Because once again, they bertrayed you and your naivety.
Best,
Adilla
Assalamualaikum,
Innalillahi wa Inna Ilaihi Raji'un...
Turut berduka cita atas meninggalnya Bunda Zidan dan Syifa. Semoga amal baik beliau diterima oleh Allah SWT, dan diampuni segala dosa-dosanya serta ditempatkan di tempat terbaik di sisinya. Amien...
Best,
Adilla
how are you? Do keep yourself well, drink milk, eat nutritious food, and don't forget to exercise. Don't be like me... :P .
Anyway Mr. A, I want to share something with you. Remember my dear friend who used to be so mature and wise that I felt like a 5-year-old kid everytime I talked to her?
OK, we had a nice little chat yesterday. Nothing important, really, as she was waiting for her next class and I was supposed to study for my quiz.
I told her something that bothered my mind at that time, and guess what? She said something about how she had changed and she did that because she felt she was so egoistic, headstrong and stubborn little girl back then.
She implicitly said that if let say people wanted to change their atttitudes, the first thing they would need to do was to realize that they needed to change not because they want to change people's attitudes towards them, but because they knew exactly what they fault was, and really intended to change it.
I do think that I really need to change, dear Mr. A. I'm so spoiled! I can't stand the disgruntled feelings I have without sharing them with you, my parents or my friends. Yes, it may be emotionally healthy, but I tend to whine and not look for the solution of my problems.
God knows how bad my ability in dealing with stress. I simply can't stand that.
What do you think? Do I really need to be more open-up?
Best,
Adilla
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