Thursday, March 23, 2006
Assalamualaikum,
Dear God,
I don't think I can ever thank You enough. Yes, I'm only your creature, who is nothing without Your Mercy. God, please remember me, since now I'm trying to remember you in every single second that I have, every single breath that I take...
Even a useless creature like me can really feel how BIG You and how great Your plans are. I just walk towards Your paths, until I realizes that You have guided me to the place that I hardly know before, let alone think about it.
Recite the prayers again, I' m now working towards my goal. With You, I have every single thing that I need, not what I want.
Such a priceless gift.
Best,
Adilla
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Being addicted is not something new to me. I've been addicted to shadow puppet during my childhood until now, and there was a time when I was really addicted to F4's personnels. flew into your heart at [5:55 AM]
Assalamualaikum,
Dear God,
Thank you very much....Well, I recite 'Alhamdulillah' today, again and again, since I get a place in Amex for my professional attachment. I promiseYou Dear God, I would not waste this opportunity, since this is one of the best gift I've ever had in my life.
Such an ingrate I'm, always forgetting to pray in time, especially in the morning. I have to eliminate that bad habit now. Oh yeah, and thanks for giving me the wonderful sisters and brothers in NBS, since because of them, I gain my everyday spirit and full support.
I love You, my beloved family, and my wonderful brothers and sisters of NBS. :)
Best,
Adilla
PS: I love you, too, Mr. A :)
Dear Mr.A,
how are you? Sorry, I had no time to update this blog. I'm soooo...busy and tired with everything happened these days. So many projects and assignments to do, and for the first time in my life, I feel like an education slave!!
Mm, that's a silly statement, I guess. But truly, all these stuffs slowly lead me to unbearable madness. It'sl ike an anxiety when you are not able to do something, but the time keeps running behind (or maybe beside?) me.
Sometimes I do feel that every single one of us do not really belong to ourselves. We are no longer independent if we reach a certain age.We have to do this and that, meet other people's expectation, and stuff like that.
The worse part is that when we don't have enough courage, or a really good partner to do all the stuffs. No wonder these days I'm having unpeaceful sleeps.
Sighhh...Well, I guess I don't have to waste your time by whinning, do I? Have a great time, I'll get back to you soon.
Best,
Adilla
Dear Mr.A,
Got a chance to meet nasty people again yesterday. Well, not a very pleasant experience, I must say. Everybody started pushing blames to other people, and began saying unpleasant things to defend their positions.
Somehow I thought that "homo homini lupus" was so right. Everybody is indeed a wolf inside. They wouldn't mind sacrifice other people to reach their goals. This time was the first time I regretted spending money on other people's accounts.
But Mr. A, what important to me is that this experience has opened my eyes, at least I see the world in a brand new light. Working together with people we hardly know before is such a terrible thing, but I must learn about that since I'll be doing my attachment this holiday.
Thank you for listening, Mr. A. I hope you have wonderful weekend.
Best,
Adilla
Assalamualaikum,
Dear Mr.A,
We read a short story in today literature lecture. It's written by Virginia Woolf, titled "The Mark on The Wall". Somehow I think that the way she tells a story is more or less similar to mine. Of course I don't dare comparing myself to her, since she is a much better writer than I am, but I kinda like her writing style.
Yes, it's quite confusing at the beginning, and we can't really catch up what she really means, she doesn't seem to get to the point quite quickly.
But at the end, it seems that the most important thing in this short story is not that we finally gets the answer right, but that we can follow the narrator way of thinking, and get involved in some of her point of views toward many things.
Such a beautiful short story, well-written, witty, and somehow funny in the way that the writer doesn't care on how her story will satisfy the readers at the end or not. But judging from her writing style, I know that she enjoys this writing process very much.
Best,
Adilla
How are you? Miss you so much, since we haven't had a real nice chat together for quite a long time. How about your study, your "H", and other things that always keep your mind occupied?
I'm also busy here, with all these assignments and projects. If only you knew, I don't know whether you realised it or not,about this fact that some particular persons have always been your fans? Including him...But you only wish to give your heart to one person, don't you?
I really hope that this lucky guy will become your life partner later. How will it feel to see you wear a wedding gown, dear Sis? I must be the happiest younger sister on that day. And you would be the most beautiful bride in the world.
I pray for you.
Best,
Adilla
Dear Mr. A,
May I ask you something? How many people who think that you are important to them?
Well, I'm certainly one of them, but besides me,who else?
I feel quite sad today. Mm, more of thoughtful and melancholist actually. I just realise that there is nobody who has ever asked me about...Never mind. Yes, nobody has ever asked me that.Is that my fault? Am I that ignorant?
Sometimes I do feel that I'm not attractive enough, you see. Both physically and mentally. I'm a whinner, often wear sour expression, so introvert, short-tempered and sarcastic. Should I change? Definitely I should, but I don't know what should I do to change my behaviour. Am I that pathetic, Mr. A?
Oh, maybe you never feel like this, because you are soooo...perfect! Yes, nobody's perfect, but to me, you're perfect.
That's what always happens.I can't resist the temptation to praise you everytime I write on this blog.
Say Mr. A, am I important to you?
Best,
Adilla
Dear Mr. A,
sorry, feel like posting today.Ugghh, yes I know, I should do my pile of assignments and projects, but then only working without playing will make Jack a dull boy, right? *unfortunately my name is not Jack*
I met my Annaba editor today. Not in a really good time, since I was busy eating my brunch at that time. But she was nice, she asked me conversationally whether I still in Annaba. Well, I must say yes, since writing is my passion ( to put it in a diplomatic way). She looked kind of healthy and happy. Then I asked her whether she would be graduating this year, and she said yes, with her face brightened in happiness.
It's funny to think that she rejected my writing quite a long time ago, saying that it was too short, and so, and so. Hm...but now I don't feel very sad anymore. After all, I've been rejected by quite a lot of magazines such as Gadis, Kawanku and Aneka, until I realise thatI'm not good at writing teenlit kind of story.
Please pray for me, Mr. A, I promise you that I will be a very good writer. :)
Best,
Adilla
Dear Mr. A,
How are you? Hope everything is well at your end. You know what? I've just got my first first cake from one of my seniors. He said that the reason was because I gave him the most complicated yet interesting testimonial.Hehe...after all, I think my speech skill has been improved a lot since now and then. Well, maybe I should be more confident.
Oh yeah, other thing happened was that I felt very touched because my best friend helped me doing my 214 assignment. It was difficult indeed, since we had to createour own advertisement. My IT skill was realllllyyyy...bad! Shame. Hey, I'm not going to lament on this post,don't worry. Will get a good sleep and get back to you soon. Take care! :)
Best,
Adilla
Dear Mr. A,
just a random thought of mine...
You know, sometimes I think that we always meet nasty people in our friends circle. Mm...not really nasty, I mean not nasty all the time, but sometimes I really am fed up with these people behaviour. Tell me, do I sometimes act like that? Do not care about others' feelings, say nasty things, hurt people, wear sour expression all the time?
Maybe I did. But I realy grateful because I had the opportunities to meet various people, with various attitudes and behaviours during my life until now. At leastI know that I should not act like nasty people. I'm not an angel, but I'm willing to become one. Really.
Best,
Adilla
Maybe addicted to Mr. A can be counted as addicted too? Hahahha... That should be the case.
But I don'twant to talk about Mr.A right now.just want to share something,because I realise that if Ilike something, I become totally devoted to it, until I lose my feeling.
I like this J-dorama caleed Itazura Na Kiss, It started with a kiss or naughty kiss. The writer has passed away, and sadly, she passed away before she had a chance to finish her manga.
It hits home,really.
I mean...I do hope that everyone gets a chance to finish something that she/he really likes in his/her life, so that he/she won't have any regret.
By the way, there's something bothering my mind.I tried to speak to Mr.B via YM, but his response was very cold.Was he angry? Why????
*OOT, sorry*
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